Just Not Myself

I just don't feel myself lately.
I just feel sad.
It's hard to smile.
I know I'm not smiling and I know people are noticing.
Why am I feeling like this?

Maybe it's the weather.
Maybe it's the gray sky and the fact that I never see the sun.
Maybe it's the fact that I don't have any windows in my classroom.
Maybe it's just that time of the month.

Who knows?
I just hope I get out of this funk soon.
It's not fun.
I hate when I think too hard.
Maybe I'm not busy enough.

I'm in my pajamas at 5:58 p.m.
I'm shut down for the day.
I'm watching the Golden Girls.
I'm almost 28 years old.
I shouldn't be watching the Golden Girls.

I think I need a change.