We joined Cardinal Fitness about two months ago.
Today was the first day we actually made it there.
I decided to step on the scale after we worked out.
Thank god I stepped on it afterwards.
If I would have done it when we got there I would have been in trouble.
I probably would have moved in there and never left.
I need to lose like 2,000 pounds or else I'm going to die.
The fat in my body is going to ingulf my heart and destroy it.
I don't know what it would be like to be skinny.
I think I'm actually a little worried about it.
Like...will I be the same person?
Rosie wrote somewhere about how she felt naked without her puff.
I can't even imagine what I would look like or feel like.
I was thinking about getting gastric bypass surgery.
Tammy had it done a couple of years ago and she looks sexy.
I don't know if I could handle that.
I did go through a lot of the preliminary stuff to have it done.
And then I just lost interest and the insurance company lost interest.
Eh...no easy way out.
Let's just see how this working out thing goes.
4:40 a.m. tomorrow.
Be there or be square.
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