Money Sucks

We did it.
We got up at the crack ass of dawn and worked out.
It was 5 a.m.
I was pretty energetic all day.
After school I went to Talent Show practice and danced my butt off.
I wonder how it would look if I was skinny and dancing on that stage?
Eh...I don't care what I look like.
I'm just out there to have fun.

So money sucks.
It drives me insane.
I try to balance everything, but it just always seems so tight.
I hate that.

I'm trying to rethink my life.
What do I want to do for the rest of my life?
Money is nice to have, but I want to be happy with what I'm doing.
I do like teaching.
I just don't know if I want to do it forever.
Sometimes I just wish I could be a mom and nothing else.
But being a mom just doesn't pay anything.
Even though it is the hardest job out there.

That brings me to another thing.
I do want to have a baby.
I just feel like if I don't, then I will be missing out.
Missing out on an experience that could never be replaced.
I love Ash, Les and B.J. like they are my own.
But I just want to have one come from me.
Again...in my situation...that takes money.

Advice for the day: Save all your money for a rainy day.